January 2012
coreyisreal:
No parties. No alcohol. No weed. No fireworks.
queenqueefs:
tumblr is so dead tonight because the people who claim they don’t have social lifes are out celebrating
I still don’t have a social life.
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thisishangingrockcomics:
If I took a shot for every New Years party I wasn’t invited to I’d be shitfaced by now.
this is what life is about, right? taking risks.
the longest relationship I’ve ever had lasted three months.
2011 was awful. Then I met Corey, and things started to get better.
They aren’t perfect, but they’re a lot better.
I used to think that I’d rather be rich and sad than poor and happy. I’ve got a nice life that people are willing to give me and help me achieve. But I don’t think it’d be worth it if I didn’t have anyone to share it with. I’m cold. But in a different wa than Corey is. I’m superficial. I care more about material items than peoples feelings. I say mean...
December 2011
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my body is weak, but my heart can endure.
I try to have a small range of emotions around you. YOu don’t know how to deal with all of my feelings. Neither do I. It’s scary. But I don’t ever want to be “left alone”. Even if I say I do. Nobody wants to be alone.
i cant breathe.
I don’t really know how to describe my feelings. I can’t even pinpoint exactly what’s upsetting me. I just feel very lost right now.
and empty.
yeah, empty.
I am a social leper. Tonight is going to be awful. I feel so alone and isolated. Maybe I did this to myself. Regardless, I’m not okay with the current situation.
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Gianna has been having so much fun without me lately. I miss her. She won’t even text me back after I freaked out this morning and thought she was dead…
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zooeyclairedeschanel:
i just realized this
in the social network
is the same person as this
in the girl with the dragon tattoo
wow oh my god what
Corey’s at his parents house and doesnt have any cell phone service. It’s weird not talking to him all day long. It makes me miss him even more.
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le boyfriend is working le night shift. I. Must. Stay. Awake.
I am desperately craving a cigarette. I’ve gone two whole days without one. But I don’t have any money, and even if I did, I don’t have any friends of age that would buy a pack for me. Maybe it’s a sign I should stop.
Think about it for a second. Like, if I stopped smoking cigarettes, I’d be edge. That’s just really weird to me. I don’t drink, I...
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Countdown to the New Year →
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I’m young and naive. I’m not sure what love is but I think we have it.
I’m shrinking back into a corner.
I’m digging a hole with every word.
Soon, it’ll be a grave.
it’s coming. I can feel it. it makes me hurt all over.
lifei shard
I like to run away from my problems.
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As of today, I have officialy been dating Corey for two months. It just amazes me because it feels like so much longer. Maybe it because I’m always waiting to see him and that makes the time pass by slower.
We’ve had a few things to overcome in our relationship, and we’re working on them. Things are far from perfect because we’re far from each other. But absence makes the...
I’m just gonna hide in my room and be sad today. It’s not like I have any friends that would notice I haven’t been around in a while. Nobody will care.
tears, every night.
galvatron:
Liars are always found out one way or another. Don’t do it.
life lessons
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If the world was perfect, I would have just spent my entire winter break with Corey in Louisiana. But it’s not, life is far from perfect.
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infinityonbecca:
sigh i’m so tired i want to go back to sleep but i have been sleeping all day
forever apologizing